stuck

i feel stuck in a void that seems unable to penetrate.

i can't help but feel like although opportunities and fortune are somehow growing- i'm at the same time falling backwards.

she won't talk to me anymore, and i can't understand why. soul matches for four years now, and its like i barely know who you are anymore.

i got into college, a few places. 

i want to go to Umass Dartmouth. i want to get out of this house.

i can't wait to abandon everyone who's been in my high school career, i can't wait to watch their rigid silhouettes disappear, when i walk away from that school.

i can't wait to break the chains, and feel it.

the summertime places handfuls of opportunities that linger in my mind when i sit at my desk, and when i lay my head down at night.

i can't wait to sit on a refreshing, green lawn. 

i can't wait to travel to Ireland- where i can be.